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    • What do cut fingers and snow have in common?

      Posted at 4:45 am by sneuhofer, on January 4, 2018

      They are both a reminder!

      Blizzard in Va BeachToday is a little different from my typical Thursday. Any typical Thursday morning, I’d get up and get my son and husband ready to go to school and work and then I’d head to my quiet place to be alone with God. This morning I was enjoying the beauty of the falling snow.  Yep that’s right…SNOW. The region I live in typically doesn’t see a great deal of snow. Sometimes it a few years between a good “snowman” building snow so we tend to enjoy every second when we do see accumulations greater than an inch. This afternoon, the snow has stopped and we received an incredible 10.5 inches! That’s so huge for this area.  Believe me just and inch will shut this town up for days.
      Anyway, this morning I noticed my less than desirable cooktop cleaning job and set out to make it right. With paper towels and cleaner in hand I went about my work until… my hand slipped driving the top of my ring finger into the corner of the trim piece of the cooktop. I knew it broke the skin immediately and when I looked, the blood confirmed my thought. Since the paper towel I was using was the last one on the roll (go figure) I ran to the bathroom for a tissue and applied pressure to my finger.
      As i waited for the blood to stop, i thought about how amazingly complex we all are made. This tiny cut on the top of my finger produced a considerable amount of pain. As I looked at my finger my eyes wandered down to my wrist. With pain throbbing at the tip of my finger, I tried to but couldn’t even begin to imagine the pain Christ felt as the spikes were being driven through his wrists and then the tops of his feet.
      What pain that must have caused. Yet He endured the pain…but why? I was reminded of the answer when I looked at the blanket of white snow covering my yard just outside the bathroom window.
      Christ died so he could cover our sin (all sin: past, present, and future) and make us white as snow (without blemish, spotless, pure) when we stood in front of God. If we have asked Jesus to come into our hearts, we are washed clean by His blood and are seen just like blanket of snow…white.
      This morning I woke up to falling snow. The ground was entirely covered because it had been snowing since about 8 pm last night. I thought about how, after I accepted Christ as Lord and Savior, I was like the snow covered ground…covered by His cleanings blood. Today, when my finger throbs or I see the blanket of snow outside, I will praise the Lord for the sacrifice made on Calvary to cover my sin.

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    • My Double Life

      Posted at 8:45 am by sneuhofer, on September 19, 2017

      Proverbs 8:13 “The reverent fear and worshipful awe of the Lord [includes] the hatred of evil; pride, arrogance, the evil way, and perverted and twisted speech I hate.”

      I was raised in a Christian home and gave my life to Christ at the age of 11. By the time I was 16 the world enticed to me to follows its ways and I fell for it….all of it. I lived through my late teens, 20’s, and early 30’s reckless and with very little regard for God or his word. Even still, God never let me go. He had something much better than the life I was living in the world. I just had to realize the truth and turn away from it completely. The next time I bumped into Jesus, I was 33. I spent a VERY LONG time living in the world.

      With this fresh commitment to Jesus, my life would radically change in the way I talked, thought, and lived. This change, however, wouldn’t happen overnight. When I said “YES” to Christ one Sunday morning in March of 2001, it was a half-hearted ‘yes’ at best. I wanted my life to change so badly but I wasn’t willing to “give up” my world to do it. I lived “on the fence” for about a year-and-a-half. During this time I’d go through the motions of church and my small group bible study, and still hang out with my “worldly friends.” I still talked, thought and lived my life as one reckless mess.

      There I stood, at the crossroads of my life unwilling to make a move.

      God changed my perspective about living in “both worlds” one night when I had too much to drink and could barely stand. I had convinced myself and others I’d be fine to drive home so I got in my car and turned the key. As I did, something inside of me turned too. My eyes flooded with tears and moments later, sobs.

      “Oh God, I am so sorry. What have I done? I am still making the same mess of my life. I want what you want for me but I can’t seem to get there. Help me Jesus! Save me from me.”

      I grabbed my phone and began scrolling through my contacts list until I landed on the number of my small group leader. For the first time since I joined the small bible study group I admitted I was living a “double life”…living a lie. I had been wearing a mask the entire time. It was now time for me to get off the fence and really make a move forward onto God’s path. That night God’s grace poured over me like a soft cleansing rain and I felt his arms of love and not condemnation.

      The next morning I received a call from one of the pastors at the church – again not condemning me for what I had done but encouraging me to begin the process of saying “NO” to the world and everything in it. I finally took that first step of commitment to following Jesus. I had to give up my worldly friends, for a while, until I could stand on my own and not fall to the temptations that had plagued my life for years.

      Reading over Proverbs 8 this morning, my eyes landed on verse 13 and it brought my story to mind. This verse clearly says that love for God and love for sin cannot coexist. I saw this verse played out in my life. I couldn’t have my worldly friends, ways, and mind-set and commit wholeheartedly to Christ. So I chose the exciting journey of following Christ! I still talk to and see my old friends – I still love them. I don’t judge them for what they do or the way they live their life. I simply pray for them to come to the grace and knowledge that I found in Christ. But until they do…all I can do is be the woman God created me to be and I like it like that.

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